I think the reason I haven't yet written in detail on how I feel about my boyfriend is because I am now at that selfish love stage. I have quickly passed the wanting to say to the world, 'Look world, I am in a relationship, I have a man and he has me' stage, and instead I want to be the only one that knows him - I want him to be mine alone. This is where it gets more serious than I have ever known.
I do not want you reading how powerfully I feel about him because I do not want you falling in love with him through those words as I am, dare I say, falling in love with him through his being. And I have finally found confidence in those words that I would write, for if I was to put them down, they would be perfect. Not perfect because of me and how I write or for whom I write but, because of him, because of Him, they would be pure truth.
I had a dream tonight that made me realise I am still capable of a truthful love after all. To try and convince myself otherwise would be a dishonour to the people I have said I love and the people I know I have loved. Truth has become the great importance of my life.
I had a dream tonight that made me realise I am still capable of a truthful love after all. To try and convince myself otherwise would be a dishonour to the people I have said I love and the people I know I have loved. Truth has become the great importance of my life.